Reflections Kairos mbcc # 26 April 2008

What I have learned, and taken away from Kairos is now knowing that God loves me and this has given me hope and a new love for my fellow inmates and open my eyes to some areas that I’ve had problems with. And I’ve learned that He never forgot me even when I’m mad at Him. Patricia R.

I found myself in Kairos this last weekend. I really did get a whole lot out of it. I really got a lot from Kairos. I got out of Kairos no matter what God is always going to be there for me even when I think nobody is that for me. Coriena B.

What I got out of my Kairos weekend and the week after is a life healing and acceptance of myself by God’s forgiveness. I, after years, am able to forgive myself, and others. For the Lord himself has forgiven me and takes my burdens. I am not alone! I do not have to go through life on my own. I have been able to come to Kairos and will take with me a new view of a future, a few good pounds and a spiritual Christian family to support me is faith, to walk with God and to give it to God. God Bless. Christina O.

Came to Kairos= because God put it on my heart to sign up for the first time since 2001- Plus was separated from Christ

What I found= I was harboring unforgiveness for someone in my life that had been holding me hostage for over 8 years. Spiritual awakening.

What I took out= forgiveness for myself and someone who had been holding me back and destroying my life. Severance P.

I got of this that I found myself and where I stand with my Lord also I thanks you guys and ladies for helping me renew my vows with Christ Jesus Our Lord. I was very hurt when I came here and I found myself throughout the 4 days and I took with me Love and Peace. LaDawn J.

It was so awesomely amazing to finally realize that I am truly loved for me, myself, and I. I never thought it was possible until God showed me His love through so many people over the course of four days. And that was just a glimpse I will never be able to fathom His love for me while I’m on earth and to feel what I felt, just to have been able to feel His love and to carry that with me is breathtaking. I can’t even come close to put into words how this Kairos has affected the way I view myself and others. Robin C.

I had fun and laughed a lot. I also took praying to God when I am walking around the yard and also for others. Laura R.

I came to Kairos hungry for knowledge. I have learned how to be a better Christian, sister and friend. How to be there and listen and be supportive not everyone is where I am in my walk. I have learned to forgive which I have needed to learn for a long time. It feels so good. I felt peace and love through the whole experience. Melonie T.

I came to Kairos lonely and lost, but I have taken back a new outlook on this prison and my sisters in it with me. I have taken back love for them and what they’re going through I pray for them and now with them, with compassion and love for all. Chris T.

I really enjoyed the weekend with all of you. My outlook of life is a lot lighter, I just thank God for sending His son Jesus, to shed His blood for my sins. I’m grateful for His grace, forgiveness, His mercy and truth. Beverly D.

When I came to Kairos my spirits were broken. I was lost and confused about my relationship with God. I came here with so little and left with so much. I fell so blessed to have been able to experience such an awesome experience. I will now have the love from Kairos in my heart with me for the rest of my life. I’ve learned to let go and let God!! And although God’s not always there to answer your prayers right when you call He is always on time!! Amber A.

I came to Kairos broken, lost, confused. I got out of Kairos love, peace, happiness and friendships. And I left Kairos and took back with me love in the prison peace, understanding to others need and prayerful. Keisha G.

Before I came to Kairos I was miserable, hungry for the word, confused, lost in the darkness and a great big thick wall was built all the way around me. During Kairos I learned a lot of knowledge of His laws and promises. I learned to understand others and get out of self. I learned that it’s okay to love and to be loved. I learned unconditional Agape love. I felt the love of God and learned he is my friend. I took the love of God out to the yard and looked at others through Christ’s eyes and not mine. Don’t be judge mental. Accept for who they are. Thank you. You are very appreciated. God loves you and so do I. Tulesha H.

When I came to Kairos my spirit was down and broken. But now my spirit is up and I know that God loves me very much and I do love him very much. Doris T.

I came to Kairos lost, confused, scared, feeling very alone and I had so much anger towards myself. I had a drinking and driving car accident and I killed a girl and I have hated myself for 2 years well by coming to Kairos my heart was opened again to God and He helped me see and to forgive myself. I know I have a long way to go but I’m moving up. Jona Ann M.

When I came to Kairos I didn’t know what to expect. I had never experienced so much love. I felt the presence of God and was sensitive the whole weekend. If heaven is like what I received at Kairos weekend then God take me now. Kairos showed me a new way to love and to give of myself to others. My purpose in life is to serve others and love unconditionally. Anita W.

My cup runneth over. I’ve been in prison for 20 years on a life sentence… I feel like God gave the Kairos team insider info on how to reach me. The Prayer chain made me realize that I’ve wasted so much of my time I have on my hands. The Agape mail is more than I have had all year. The cake, my mom, before she passed, used to make me b-day cake and freeze it saying I’d be home. I haven’t had someone make me a cake since 1992. Bless you for being used by God! I felt the Creators love through each of you. You make me want to give back and make God proud. Kairos has such a moniker of love. Jesus loves me so much and you too!

Best thing about Kairos-

The people, the food and famous cookies, the Agape, the songs, the total love of God

Thank you – even if all you do is seal envelopes- God is using you to help and to love others

Be encouraged- God is using you for an amazing purpose. Jae V.

My Kairos weekend helped me to open my heart and share my feelings. That there is a lot of people who care and are praying for me. And I’ve learned to be a good listener. This has been a wonderful experience. Gendolen

Wonderful people that really care about us, they have made an impression on me and have brought me back to Jesus I can have faith again.

I realized that there are truly good and loving people that really care about me, people that don’t even know me or want anything in return for their love. I learned how to love God and love others again.

Amy Z.

What I got out of Kairos is the reality of God’s love. When I read my bible it tells me all about the love of God. Until I attended Kairos I have never truly experienced the love of God Growing up I was shown love- only when I was good. When I made a mistake the love was taken away. When I used to go to church people showed me love but I didn’t believe it was sincere. I am in a position now where I made a bad choice and the only way these lovely ladies from Kairos could show this much unconditional love is from God. Lana F.

Well, what can I say? I have had a wonderful and faithful time these 4 days of Kairos. I felt the Agape love and I enjoyed the food and the speakers. And especially the joy of the Lord made me smile. Let go and let God. Tolando H.

Kairos showed me that God does really love me. I thought that I was unworthy and unlovable. He showed me that He really does care. It is a great awesome feeling. I will cherish it always. Thank you Lord!! Everyone who is lost should experience Kairos to find God’s love. Barbara P.

God blessed me this weekend. I gave up homosexuality of 6 years and I learned how to take back my life Satan took then I learned forgiveness, The love of God I’m not ashamed of sitting in God’s house. I love being me today in 2008 Thank God, God bless and always much Love Stacey J.

My experience during Kairos was truly amazing. I came to Kairos lost, afraid, alone, and felt not worthy. I felt after the four day retreat with a higher purpose and an eager yearning to learn God’s will and His loving word. Michelle Z.

I found so much joy at Kairos. I’ve had the gift of building my relationship with God, and strengthening that bond. I fell like part of a community here with my sisters of Christ. I’ve made new friends and become closer with those on my pod. I love that I was able to come here and be a part of this experience and gained great knowledge as well. By the grace of God I’ve been blessed by Kairos. Tambra C.

Wow! Awesome! Cool!-

It’s about the only words I can use to really truly describe the love I felt. I’ve never had that in my life. I grew up with love being an empty phrase. The saying that actions speak louder than words is so true. The love I wanted and never got from my parents is now being filled by my real Father (God). I feel a peace in me and my actions. Thank you so much for making it possible for me/us through the sacrifice of your time, funds, prayer and self. You have no idea how much I needed you all. Thank you and prayer and share was great. I love my new outlook and opportunities I have now. Thank you, Thank you Thank you. Shirley L.

My weekend at Kairos really helped me to really know that there are people who love us. Because God is everywhere and He is love. I cried, laughed, prayed and His presence is in here. The food, the cookies were really awesome. Linda B.

I was a very angry person on Thursday, but after my Kairos weekend I had a new life reborn. I felt so much love, care, want, and even need. I say if you have not done Kairos before you should. It is a very new step a new beginning. Kathy T.

I came to Kairos with so much anticipation. I had heard so many wonderful things. What a special blessing to see my name on the list. Who am I that God is so mindful of me? At the first moment I entered the gym; I knew, I am His child. I needed a touch and got much more. I received a personal and tangible taste of what Heaven will be. I will forever be reminded no matter what that I am here. I am the beloved. I left Kairos with an urgency to share with my sisters in my area where I live that the love I experienced is not limited to the gym, but in how we support and encourage one another! Kaia J.

This weekend has given me a new outlook for my life. I now feel a love that is truly unconditional! This is a new beginning to my spiritual journey. I have found Christ truly for the first time! I now want to have a faithful relationship with God! I’m now ready to give my life to Christ and continue growing! Because of this Kairos weekend and the love that was shown gave me a new feeling that is unexplainable. I’m ready to give my life to Christ and it is happening one day at a time. I truly feel blessed. Because now I know that I am loved unconditionally no matter what. This is now the beginning of my spiritual journey.

After my weekend I have comfort I did not have. I felt so alone and by myself. I sure feel so much better. Shauna H.

What Kairos did for me was brought Agape love to me love and kindness unlike I’ve had here in this Evil, wicked place. I was really depressed but Jesus threw Kairos love and good food and guidance. Brought me out of that state of mind . I realize that I am special to God. Things gonna be alright. Gwen H.

I have never really known God, until this weekend. Now I’m very thankful for having the spirit of God.

God Bless. Kim C.

I didn’t really understand until I got the opportunity to experience it for myself. I am still in awe! It wasn’t or isn’t the cookies, it’s the hearts of the cookers “Deliverer”. Kairos instilled to lean not my own understanding. I must go to my father with sincerity and trust him in all things, whether I like the outcome or not. God allows seasons for every area of my life… In Jesus name… AMEN Rejeania M.

I received so much Love, Hospitality, peace, joy, happiness, and a wonderful time among Beauitful Christian Ladies. It was refreshing and reviving! Thank you all so much for your time and love of Christ. God Bless you. Charlette W.

When I came to Kairos I was feeling weak in faith like God had given up on me. From the moment I stepped through the doors I felt the love of God from everyone. My life changed at that moment. I was uplifted. I am so grateful for everything that the Kairos members have given me. The fellowship was good, the songs, the love for everyone, and the food was delicious. Thank you my Kairos sisters and brothers. God bless. Tamara M.

What I got out of Kairos was the love and friendship. I am a Muslim, but even at Muslim services you do not feel the love, trust friendship or care. I will forever be thankful for Kairos and the new beginning and hope I received from it. I now believe in new born spirits and faith. Virginia R.

My experience at Kairos was so wonderful. There was so much love from everyone. I learned there are people who care and do not judge you in anyway. I felt so great the whole weekend I didn’t want it to end. I was still on cloud nine all week still am. And I am glad I was chosen to be a part of a wonderful event like this. I’ll never forget any of it. Alishia M.